beach!

am bored and so irritated with the heat. i can't even sleep well.
i am in desperate need to go to the beach.

I Did Not Wish To Fall For You

Time Check!

Power Up

One thing that I do not like about the Lenten Season is that usually, the temperature is so high. It was friggin' hot yesterday.. and there is nothing much to do. Aside from doing the usual stuff (surfing, checking emails and playing DS) I just watched movies in Xbox.


Hun and I decided to go to La Mesa Ecopark, thinking it would be a good way to relax and unwind since the environment itself will bring us closer to nature. But we were wrong. It already summer vacation plus it was Black Saturday - the place was packed with people. The only activity that we were able to do was boating for an hour that was worth a hundred bucks. The fishing area is closed. Pool area is closed and one will not be able to find a decent place where you can just 'picnic'. We were there for about 30-45 minutes only.

Went to Bluwave to drink buko juice and I coerced Hunny to go to Timezone. I beat him (well, i was 3rd and he was 5th -- which rarely happens) to car racing. We sang 2 songs instead of 3 because I pushed the wrong code and a Korean song came up so I just canceled it since I can't read Korean. He also shot some hoops..


I appreciate the effort of him trying to help me de-stress. He kept on saying that I did not enjoy it since we were really looking foward going to the park. But little did he know that I was in my happy place again.


No matter where we go, what we do - or even we do nothing at all. As long as we are together. I am happy.

Eight Beatitudes of Jesus

"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are they who mourn,
for they shall be comforted.

Blessed are the meek,
for they shall inherit the earth.

Blessed are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they shall be satisfied.

Blessed are the merciful,
for they shall obtain mercy.

Blessed are the pure of heart,
for they shall see God.

Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they shall be called children of God.

Blessed are they who are persecuted for the sake of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

Matthew 5:3-10

Forgiveness

• “When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free.” -- Catherine Ponder

• “There is no love without forgiveness, and there is no forgiveness without love.” --Bryant H. McGill
  

• “To forgive is the highest, most beautiful form of love. In return, you will receive untold peace and happiness.” -- Robert Muller quotes

• “Always forgive your enemies - nothing annoys them so much.” -- Oscar Wilde quotes

• “To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.” -- Lewis B. Smedes“When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bicycle. Then I realised that the Lord doesn't work that way so I stole one and asked Him to forgive me.”

• “The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.” -- Mahatma Gandhi
  

• “You can't undo anything you've already done, but you can face up to it. You can tell the truth. You can seek forgiveness. And then let God do the rest.”

• “Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apologize or change. Don't worry whether or not they finally understand you. Love them and release them. Life feeds back truth to people in its own way and time.” -- Sara Paddison

• “The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget.” -- Thomas S. Szasz

• “People find it far easier to forgive others for being wrong than for being right.” -- Joanne Kathleen Rowling

• “Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.” -- Peter Ustinov“You will know that forgiveness has begun when you recall those who hurt you and feel the power to wish them well.” Lewis B. Smedes

“Forgiveness is the fragrance that the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it.” - Mark Twain

• “Forgiveness is the oil of relationships” -- Josh McDowell

• “We achieve inner health only through forgiveness - the forgiveness not only of others but also of ourselves” -- Joshua Loth “The secret of forgiving everything is to understand nothing” -- George Bernard Shaw

• “He who is devoid of the power to forgive, is devoid of the power to love.” -- Martin Luther King, Jr.

• “Forgiveness is the economy of the heart... forgiveness saves the expense of anger, the cost of hatred, the waste of spirits.” --Hannah Moore

I like! 041109

I have been saving up for this dress.
I like to design and the color.
Hopefully, I'll get this on Thursday.

waaaahh! sold out na... different color available..
hindi bagay sa akin yung blue/orange (ulk!)
loser..

Arigato

thank you for making me safe..
thank you for loving me for who i am.

Happy Place

Today is not one of the best days of my life. A week has passed since a very unfortunate thing had happened. Clearly, it was unintentional. But, as God has planned, He took away a life. And that scenario has caused alot of people to suffer. Apparently, me and my family were affected. And it is not a very nice feeling. It has made me anxious, scared, sad and guilty - in the place of my dad.


Though I clearly don't want to pay for the sins of my father.. Moreover, I refuse to. Some things can't be helped. And I just felt my control snapped. Tomorrow, I need to do the right thing. Though I need to keep my head up high, I still need to find my roots and ask for God's grace to teach me to be humble. Which is not a very easy thing to do.


All day, I burrowed myself into watching Asian Drama series - one of the things I do to distract myself. And I think about my happy place -


In my happy place, I am with you. And that it is all I ever need..

Press on hime..

Sleepy on a Thursday Shift

I feel like I am floating.
I think I had enough sleep. Did not take any iron vitamins.
Maybe it is just that sleeping is a past time I have rarely done during the past few weeks.
No wonder I missed it so much!
I hope to goodness that all my audits will be accurate.
I am just so sleepy tonight.
And tomorrow, I guess they will decide that we have to take some time off since it is Good Friday..

On the way to work, there was no traffic at all. But there was this stupid tricycle driver who feels like he is the king of the road. This attitude pisses hunny off everytime. (sigh?)