As I Lay Me Down

It felt like springtime on this February morning
In the courtyard birds were singing your praise
I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright
I carried them with me today, Now

As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away
I'll whisper your name into the sky
And I will wake up happy

I wonder why I feel so high
Though I am not above the sorrow
Heavy hearted
Till you call my name
And it sounds like church bells
Or the whistle of a train
On a summer evening
I'll run to meet you
Barefoot barely breathing


It's not too near for me
Like a flower I need the rain
Though it's not clear to me
Every season has its change
And I will see you
When the sun comes out again

Head Over Feet

This is my song for Hunny today:

_______________________________________

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it


You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was


You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
Its all your fault


Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service


You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience


You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long


Ive never felt this healthy before
Ive never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

Shiny Blue Car

There was a time that I dreamt that Hunny and I got a new car. A shiny blue car - I don't know how we got it. But we were so happy that we don't need to replace the gray's tires.

Anyways, this morning at breakfast, Hunny mentioned that he is going to teach me how to drive if ever get a new car. Though it needs to be automatic.. (yippee!) I was so happy. :) Though I did not tell him.

Today, I dreamt of a dog biting me on the leg. This has bothered me.. Since I do not dream unless my dreams have meaning.. Just last week, I dreamt of being pursued by a man who wanted to kill me.. Morbid - yeah. And I don't like it one bit. So I keep on praying. And asking for the Lord's assistance and protection.

Ate Tina gave me a new bag! yehey! Twas simple but very nice. Love it.. (who am I kidding?) I love bags - all shapes, sizes, colors and designs!! :D

PCD

OMG! They are coming back to Manila.. Yes they are! The day after my birthday!!! June 11, 2009, Pussycat Dolls will be having a concert in MOA.

Hmm, I wonder if I will go against my policy. I don't go to concerts. Hate the feeling of bumping with other people, making pila and all. But this is PCD..

(contemplating....)

Random Ramblings..

I got sort-of pissed off with people today. We had a calibration with the client. And we weren't even informed what time not until I asked if there will be. One said there is , the other one mentioned that out LOB is not included. Then, we even have to ask what number to dial - instead of them giving us the information beforehand. I mean, is it so hard to make a recurring calendar invite is Outlook?

To my frustration, I even went to jobstreet and updated my account. I even sent one job application and did not tell anyone about it. Even Hunny. I know the importance of tenure, that is why I am trying all I can to be patient and stay but all seemed so unofficial and unprofessional here. Since when have you seen leads bickering over the proper scoring in front of their members? And a sup who just roams around every time? With another not being bale to defend our side to management? And oh yeah, an infamous newly-promoted QAA who has a lot of inconsistencies when doing audits.

Anyways, so much for my random ramblings. I slept 12hrs yesterday that is why I am not sleepy at all at work. There were just a few people who came in since they offered time-off. We are nearing the quota, that is why they are trying to lessen the audits per day, thus allowing people to go on unpaid leave if they want to. This is means that your salary will be 1k less every pay out. Tsk, tsk.. Not good.

Looking back, how I wish I haven't left my second company. I am clearly in the greener pastures there. And was already up for promotion. Though because of my haste decision - I left. My bad, I know.

Sigh. This is confusing. :-S

Laugh. Live. Love.

Twas supposed to be fun, and light - and a stress reliever. All in a day's work. We were on our way home. I left my phone in the car last night so there was no way for me to text you or you text me if you are goin' to pick me up already. I think I am silly enought to leave my iPod open and the battery drained. The moment I was suppose to set the alarm, it was giving me the no battery warning sign already.

I woke up as usual. You did not tell me how long you have waited. We talked about the usual stuff - office related things. I was making lambing since I miss you already. Then Jason Mraz's song.. originally by Old English "Melt With You" was played over the radio.

I love the song and started sing. Pretending that I have a mic. The song was quite memorable because twas the song I sang the day we I was able to cajole you to do the karaoke. I don't know if you are not in the mood, maybe you are just tired.

But you asked me to stop. That spoiled my moment. (sigh?) Undeniable silence followed.

It is just sad. I have always been the serious one, the responsible one.. my siblings even call me a stickler to propriety. The only time I relax is when I am with you. And those little times are the moments I treasure.

I cannot change you. Nor can I force you to do things you cannot like. I know that -

But I hope to share with you how wonderful my life has been since I met you.

Live and let live.

Laugh. Live. Love.

There are only a few things left for free in this world. :(

Accidentally In Love

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it


How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love


Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love


So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love


Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love


These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no


Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love


Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love


We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love


Accidentally


I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally


Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her


Love ...I'm in love

Tis not good to have this hyperacidity acting up again since yesterday. I helped Sara the other to have some medicine since she was the one who was really in pain & squirming on her seat. I guess what happened was that I am not eating right again - plus I am trying to go on a diet (which is not good for me) since I have ulcer. (arghhh!)


I also wanted to go back to Batangas and have a nice vacation. Like maybe 3 days/2nights of rest and recreation. Spend some time with Hunny and just enjoy nature. MY family is also planning to have a get-together. Maybe just a day swimming since we have kids. We might settle for Club Manila East since it is the most decent place. Though we have to figure out a way on how to be able to eat without any hassles since food is not allowed inside the resort. Buchi and I are also planning another double date getaway.. This maybe in Laguna. For a change of environment. So many plans - so little time. And mmoney is definitely an issue.


Anyways, I have to stop rambling now and start my audits. Though this week is really such too-lazy-to go-to -work week. Ryan already mentioned that I need to change my FB shoutout. (Too sleepy to go to work).


Signing off for now.

LG KS360

Saw this at SM Marikina today.
Had to check the specs first before I make any impulsive decision..

Beach

Too darn hot these days..
Wanna go back to Tagaytay.
Or Tali..