Playful

I love it when Hun and I are playful. Which rarely happens - na walang napipikon.
And today is one of those days..
Simple yet the moment will always makes me smile.
Or better yet laugh that would make other people think I am crazy.
Well, I am crazy.
Only for Hunny.

Ramblings

Today is the day that i will write my thoughts that should have been posted here during the previous days.

Hunny bought me a phone (yehey) last Monday. Actually he bought us both phones. He is apparently trying (desperately) to let go of the g900 that I have given him for our anniversary last year. He is planning to buy an iTouch, and we thought it would be best if we both would sell the PDA's and stick with a basic phone.

I love my phone. Though before, I don't like it since it looks like a toy. It is very handy, with 3MP, auto focus cam. It even came with a tripod.. nice! Here are some pics of it..


My sister lost her phone yesterday. During her graduation.. Stupid right? Twas mine and hunny's Christmas gift to her. And I think she cried all the way home. Was not able to attend since I have work and I need to sleep. Well, I would not replace it. She would be borrowing my spare phone. But since she is already a graduate, she can find work and buy one for herself right? (nuff said)

I am already planning to treat them tomorrow at Dampa. Combined celebration for mom's day and her grad. Don't like what my ate did when I called her... hmp!

Lastly, before I continue my audits. My boss from being an MS emailed me for a project assignment.. Real estate - cool! I thought that has been cancelled since it was over a week since I last got an update from her. I will be taking out of town assignment now. And the token is like 8k (yahoo!!!) Love it. Sana wala nang hassle and matuloy. :) So I have to make tipid since we might be dropping by to Tagaytay as well. Hopefully. But we still need to buy tires... :-S

Infidelity

I got kinda- pissed off with a friend of mine yesterday.

He borrowed my phone and asked if he can text someone. Of course, I said yes. And then whoever the person he texted tried calling twice. Well, miss-call maybe (the Filipino term for it) since I think s/he does not intend to really call since it cuts off after 2 vibra.

I accidentally read the reply of a person named Joan asking my married guy friend that she is already at the house and is waiting for his call. I know I have bno business or whatever to interfere. But I sure do know that his wife's name is not Joan..

So here comes the uh-oh. I told him that the person was trying to call. He borrowed my phone again and had the nerve to ask me if it is okay if he can use my phone. so I said okay, and with a subtle expression asked who was that.. He just mentioned that it is his "karbarkada". (kabarkada my ass!)

Turned out that the person di not call, he gave me my phone back and made bilin to inform him if there will be a text or call from that person (uhm, excuse me? do I look like a yaya?). The stupid girl kept on calling for 10x yesterday, sending messages like she was waiting for him to be the one to call. Even if it was bad, I made deadma. And did not inform my friend again of the missed calls or the SMS's.

Hunny taught me how to reject the call and block the messages. But before I was able to do that, another message arrived that has something to do with them meeting up 530 AM at Mcdonald's Libis. Again - deadma. When I woke up 6am, I saw 4 rejected calls from that number.

My POV - I treat my friends as friends. I think I am a fairly good friend, loyal as well. But I never tolerate infidelity. One can never find an alliance from me when it comes to "trust within the relationship issues". The nerve of him to use me and my phone. The guts of that stupid girl to make kulit though she knows that the number he used was not his! For God's sake, he just got married last February! And he even had the confidence to tell us at lunch that this is his 3rd month being married to his wife!!!!! (argghhh)

Aside from infidelity, I hate flirts. Especially those girls who tries to flirt with guys whom they know has girlfriends. There is this silly girl who is obviously flirting with Hunny. I kinda have this rule.. 3 strikes - and you are out.. Parang baseball lang. She already has pissed me off way big time before. And then now, she has done it again. One na lang talaga, am not going to make pigil anymore. With the advise of my guy friends - she was really making hints.. so she just need to wait, one more na lang.

But I may change my mind. Because the more I think about what she said, the more I wanted to inform her.. Kinda refresh her memory that whatever her insinuations may be, she might want to try it to somebody else but not to what is mine.

Only You

Only you can make this world seem right
Only you can make the darkness bright
Only you and you alone
Can thrill me like you do
Aand fill my heart with love for only you

Only you can make this change in me
For it's true, you are my destiny
When you hold my hand
I understand the magic that you do
You're my dream come true
My one and only you

Only you can make this change in me
For it's true, you are my destiny
When you hold my hand
I understand the magic that you do
You're my dream come true
My one and only you

You
Only you
One and only you

bear

Hunny gave this bear to me last night. Ain't he cute? (the bear, I mean)

He knows the kind of things that makes my heart heart melt.

I was able to buy the VS wristlet already and I soooo love it!

I hope to eliminate my bulky wallet thingies..

As I Lay Me Down

It felt like springtime on this February morning
In the courtyard birds were singing your praise
I'm still recalling things you said to make me feel alright
I carried them with me today, Now

As I lay me down to sleep
This I pray
That you will hold me dear
Though I'm far away
I'll whisper your name into the sky
And I will wake up happy

I wonder why I feel so high
Though I am not above the sorrow
Heavy hearted
Till you call my name
And it sounds like church bells
Or the whistle of a train
On a summer evening
I'll run to meet you
Barefoot barely breathing


It's not too near for me
Like a flower I need the rain
Though it's not clear to me
Every season has its change
And I will see you
When the sun comes out again

Head Over Feet

This is my song for Hunny today:

_______________________________________

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it


You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was


You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
Its all your fault


Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service


You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience


You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long


Ive never felt this healthy before
Ive never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

Shiny Blue Car

There was a time that I dreamt that Hunny and I got a new car. A shiny blue car - I don't know how we got it. But we were so happy that we don't need to replace the gray's tires.

Anyways, this morning at breakfast, Hunny mentioned that he is going to teach me how to drive if ever get a new car. Though it needs to be automatic.. (yippee!) I was so happy. :) Though I did not tell him.

Today, I dreamt of a dog biting me on the leg. This has bothered me.. Since I do not dream unless my dreams have meaning.. Just last week, I dreamt of being pursued by a man who wanted to kill me.. Morbid - yeah. And I don't like it one bit. So I keep on praying. And asking for the Lord's assistance and protection.

Ate Tina gave me a new bag! yehey! Twas simple but very nice. Love it.. (who am I kidding?) I love bags - all shapes, sizes, colors and designs!! :D

PCD

OMG! They are coming back to Manila.. Yes they are! The day after my birthday!!! June 11, 2009, Pussycat Dolls will be having a concert in MOA.

Hmm, I wonder if I will go against my policy. I don't go to concerts. Hate the feeling of bumping with other people, making pila and all. But this is PCD..

(contemplating....)

Random Ramblings..

I got sort-of pissed off with people today. We had a calibration with the client. And we weren't even informed what time not until I asked if there will be. One said there is , the other one mentioned that out LOB is not included. Then, we even have to ask what number to dial - instead of them giving us the information beforehand. I mean, is it so hard to make a recurring calendar invite is Outlook?

To my frustration, I even went to jobstreet and updated my account. I even sent one job application and did not tell anyone about it. Even Hunny. I know the importance of tenure, that is why I am trying all I can to be patient and stay but all seemed so unofficial and unprofessional here. Since when have you seen leads bickering over the proper scoring in front of their members? And a sup who just roams around every time? With another not being bale to defend our side to management? And oh yeah, an infamous newly-promoted QAA who has a lot of inconsistencies when doing audits.

Anyways, so much for my random ramblings. I slept 12hrs yesterday that is why I am not sleepy at all at work. There were just a few people who came in since they offered time-off. We are nearing the quota, that is why they are trying to lessen the audits per day, thus allowing people to go on unpaid leave if they want to. This is means that your salary will be 1k less every pay out. Tsk, tsk.. Not good.

Looking back, how I wish I haven't left my second company. I am clearly in the greener pastures there. And was already up for promotion. Though because of my haste decision - I left. My bad, I know.

Sigh. This is confusing. :-S