It has been quite some time since I have posted on this blog.. and I guess I kinda took it for granted because I often check friendster and multiply which has a blog included there as well.
My thoughts.. well, here goes: Last Friday, mommy (a friend of mine) and her kids are already going to go to the US and because of the stupid trial of Erap, there will be expected traffic that Cat and the others will not be able to meet us up for lunch so I guess the only recourse for us to be able to give her the scrap book we made s to have it delivered through a courier or to go to their house directly which is so layo from here. hehe
I am so going to miss her because she is one cool mommy. I can say that she catches me off-guard with her frankness about her sensuality but I have learned practical lessons from her as well. She is a strong woman and even if I think she has her own fears, I can say she hides them well.
Maybe because she has no choice but to be strong because of her kids.. or maybe because she has lived all of her life fighting for her happiness. She was loved and hurt but she still dared of loving again - for her I think love is not just a means of survival but a way to live.. She has been my buddy and my mommy. Although we are not as close as she
is to muiren, I am still blessed to have her as a part of my life and me as a part of hers. She can be funny and serious at the same time and with her I can open up things I am not comfortable of sharing with my eldest sister (considering they are of the same age).
Looking back, she hates to be reminded that she is growing old. I think she gets mad because she wanted to live her life to the fullest with the people she love. But she often forgets that the years she has lived indicates wisdom, beauty and wealth. And that is what i see whenever I look at her. I am so going to miss her.
My friend, if ever you have the chance to read this - keep in mind that I will always be praying for your safety and the kids as well. Be strong. And do not forget to always lean on God at times when you feel like giving up. I leave to you the prayer the King David wrote:
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. [a]2 I will say [b] of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,my God, in whom I trust."3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day,6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.7 A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.9 If you make the Most High your dwelling— even the LORD, who is my refuge-10 then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."
My thoughts.. well, here goes: Last Friday, mommy (a friend of mine) and her kids are already going to go to the US and because of the stupid trial of Erap, there will be expected traffic that Cat and the others will not be able to meet us up for lunch so I guess the only recourse for us to be able to give her the scrap book we made s to have it delivered through a courier or to go to their house directly which is so layo from here. hehe
I am so going to miss her because she is one cool mommy. I can say that she catches me off-guard with her frankness about her sensuality but I have learned practical lessons from her as well. She is a strong woman and even if I think she has her own fears, I can say she hides them well.
Maybe because she has no choice but to be strong because of her kids.. or maybe because she has lived all of her life fighting for her happiness. She was loved and hurt but she still dared of loving again - for her I think love is not just a means of survival but a way to live.. She has been my buddy and my mommy. Although we are not as close as she
is to muiren, I am still blessed to have her as a part of my life and me as a part of hers. She can be funny and serious at the same time and with her I can open up things I am not comfortable of sharing with my eldest sister (considering they are of the same age).Looking back, she hates to be reminded that she is growing old. I think she gets mad because she wanted to live her life to the fullest with the people she love. But she often forgets that the years she has lived indicates wisdom, beauty and wealth. And that is what i see whenever I look at her. I am so going to miss her.
My friend, if ever you have the chance to read this - keep in mind that I will always be praying for your safety and the kids as well. Be strong. And do not forget to always lean on God at times when you feel like giving up. I leave to you the prayer the King David wrote:
1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. [a]2 I will say [b] of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress,my God, in whom I trust."3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare and from the deadly pestilence.4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day,6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday.7 A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you.8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked.9 If you make the Most High your dwelling— even the LORD, who is my refuge-10 then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways;12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation."
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