Slowly..

Realization hits me and it sinks deep -- as it well should. 

Less than 60 days and my life would change.

I would be out of my comfort zone. The one that I got used to since birth.

Yes, typically Filipino, I have lived under my parents' roof for almost thirty years.

No, the math is not wrong.

This would mean I would stop being spoiled and princess-sy.

Because it is only me, and him.. and God.

Though we can often hear the cliche that says, "Three's a company"  and that it always denotes negativity, still I'd rather claim this trio as partners into this adventure. 

It will definitely be that (adventure) because I know that will be highs and lows, laughter and tears, good and bad. Oh, there would be struggle - and it would be stupid if I'd say I am not afraid. Well, inside I am freaking out. But hopefully, in a good way. This move will eventually take me and him out of our shells. And will reveal what's inside. 

And my only prayer is for God's grace.. aphiami  in Hebrew. In the dictionary, it is referred to as an attribute of God — a spontaneous, unmerited gift of divine favor for his children—a favor.. a gift.

Accepting now that without it, I may succeed but all will be futile. But with it, I can do all things.

And the one thing that people always desire - heaven on earth.